Well its me John. Im not really sure what to tell myself about the future. I am to concerned about the past and how things turn out the way I never wanted them to but I guess everything happens for a reason and its to late to go back and change things now. I guess by the time I am 30 its going to be to late to do anything I said when I was 18 but I will give it a shot. Well hopefully I will be out of collage and be pretty much settled down maybe have a good girl and a kid or two. Not really worried about the kids right now but I wouldn't mind having a good girl. I should probably start listening to my mom cause everything she tells me is pretty much right. She gives me good advice but i'm always retarded and never listen.I guess I don't have anything to tell myself cause you cant prepare for life you just gotta kinda take it as it comes and deal with it cause that is life i guess.